nowhere_left_to_fall icy the absence of all hope. no more room to spiral down, but when i look up i realise i can't find the light that was supposed to help me back and so now i must rely on myself but i have lost the way. like a small frightened child, i reach out into the heavy darkness for anything, anything at all, but find nothing, no remaining comfort. there is no vision to cling to, no destination in sight. no hope of a happy tomorrow. and so i wander about, unable to let my resentment go torn in too many directions but too worried to choose the wrong path. too scared to choose at all. i am lost in my own prison with bitterness and broken wings trying to remember my way back... 050908 ... Piso Mojado fly 050908 ... stork daddy it always seems that way, until you expand the universe of sorrow yourself by falling even further. 050908 ... icy a poisoned arrow straight to where my heart should be 050909 ... icy ah, and why is it that i have come to understand what you mean? 060131 ... three words nowhere_left_to_fall when_i_get_like_this good_morning 100101 what's it to you? who go blather from