when_i_get_like_this katherine. "i don't know if you've ever felt like that. that you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. or just not exist. or just not be aware that you do exist. or something like that. i think wanting that is very morbid, but i want it when i get like this. that's why i'm trying not to think. i just want it all to stop spinning. if this gets any worse, i might have to go back to the doctor. it's getting that bad again... love, charlie" - the perks of being a wallflower 060605 what's it to you? who go blather from