no_more_yesterdays
so fucking lost
i
was
asleep
i
have
slept
for
years
and
now
i
have
been
kissed
by
the
sharpened
blade
of
cynicism
i
awaken
, bloodied
and
sore
but
feeling
more
alive
than
i
have
in
years
020209
...
unhinged
we
won't
have
any
more
of
those
you
made
sure
of
that
the
day
you
walked
away
expecting
to
come
back
again
without
stopping
to
look
and
see
now
there
was
a
wall
between
you
and
me
that
once
you
cross
over
i
won't
let
you
back
without
stopping
to
look
that
i
wasn't
quite
as
weak
not
quite
as
forgiving
somewhere
i
had
found
the
strength
inside
to
go
on
living
without
you
your
phone
calls
mean
nothing
to
me
anymore
but
the
fact
that
i
used
to
let
myself
be
used
by
you
and
so
many
others
like
you
that
i
used
to
run
to
the
sound
of
your
voice
but
i
don't
need
you
anymore
to
affirm
my
inferiority
i
don't
need
you
anymore
020210
...
reitoei
yesterday
is
forgotten
dreams
gone
by
,
tomorrow
dreams
yet
undreamt.
now
the
dreams
are
as
solid
as
can
be
.
and
that
is
not
very
solid
020210
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
