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daxle I keep having these times where I'm like
how did I end up here
why am I working so hard
and who am I
I feel like I'm lacking in some sort of personal identity
and it's based in the silliest thing:
i know about that too
my taste in music/my clothes
like those two things seem to be intimately related
first I get the music, then the clothes, then the identity
like i know it's absurd
:)
but I'm realizing it's been in the back of my head forever
im working on that too
but I just haven't been directly thinking about it
except, the kinds of music I like
i wore the pants you gave me today
correspond to completely different stereotypes of personalities
and it's not even that they conflict with how I really am
I don't even know how i really am
I don't feel like I fit sufficiently into a stereotype
but I don't create my own type either
I'm just this mixture
i think thats the best
but I want to be something
why
I don't know
so I can like my clothes, I think
and know where to get them
is that funny or what?
kind of yes
for most people it's "I shop at Store X so I can have Identity Y"
yeah
but I'm nutty
like Skippy
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daxle hrm...I forgot that having things between those things that I can't put because they won't show up anyway makes things dissapear, so this now makes no sense
like it did anyway...
multiple personalities indeed
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daxle said "things" are cleverly named "less-than sign" and "greater-than sign" 001130
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the spork ahh, another one discovers that blather eats HTML for lunch and coughs it back up as little blue fragments of cgi 001130
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sabbie skippy - derogitory term for a 'white' austrailian.

and i have never, ever been able to spell 'austrailian', but that doesnt keep me awake at nights.
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