it's_not_even_fair
starjewel
My
heart's
beating
too
fast
My
head
is
swimming
Hope
this
feeling
won't
last
But
I'm
afraid
it's
just
beginning
My
legs
were
too
weak
I
had
to
will
them
to
walk
I
forgot
how
to
speak
So
don't
ask
me
to
talk
You're
just
so
cool
and
at
ease
With
a
smile
that
melts
and
eyes
that
tease
You've
got
the
advantage
And
you
don't
even
care
You
seem
to
have
it
all
It's
not
even
fair
.
I
look
at
you
I
want
to
hide
But
it's
hard
to
do
when
you
read
my
mind
I
act
like
I'm
calm
But
I'm
actually
faking
There's
sweat
on
my
palm
My
every
muscle
is
shaking
You're
just
so
cool
and
at
ease
With
a
smile
that
melts
and
eyes
that
tease
You've
got
the
advantage
And
you
don't
even
care
You
seem
to
have
it
all
It's
not
even
fair
.
Sometimes
I
wish
I
were
blind
I
wouldn't
see
you
at
all
Words
wouldn't
be
so
hard
to
find
These
defenses
wouldn't
crumble
and
fall
I
kinda
wish
I
could
shake
you
But
you
don't
seem
to
break
So
I'll
do
what
you
want
to
I
hope
it's
not
a
mistake
You're
just
so
cool
and
at
ease
With
a
smile
that
melts
and
eyes
that
tease
You've
got
the
advantage
And
you
don't
even
care
You
seem
to
have
it
all
It's
not
even
fair
.
And
you've
won
and
I've
lost
Fair
and
square
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from