inside_out unusual for me Walking around all inside out With my soul in my hand and my heart on my sleeve I have nothing others don't see Which leaves them to look right past me... 040727 ... pete on this computer (in the public library) i can view 'formal_sex' but not 'sleeping_naked'... which one is more sexual? 040728 ... pete nor can i access 'stop the world' nor 'sitting alone to the hum of computers'... stupid library blocker thingie.. i need to get back to the hums lounge 040728 ... pete the cool morning shocks the body awake as pretensions fade before simple denials. simple truths. the bubbles pleasantly burn the entire way down, spinning towards my heart where they'll rest and resolidify, is today but that dream? dreams of silence, echoing memories, soft shapes, warm bodies, lost music, lost thoughts, questioned answers, unquestioned dreams, superstitions joining and breaking, mixing with the silent swings of your loves and of mine. will all things return in time, or are we, here distant and cold, left this time to question the meanings of words laced with prophetic jinxing? time to return to somewhere old, where i can hold my soul in the hall of memories and see all the tears ive shed. "rendez-vous and i'm through with you" 050818 what's it to you? who go blather from