i_reached_out Mahayana you shoved me away [theres nothing more to say] [nothing more i can do] [i give up on everything] 030617 ... silent storm What? I pushed YOU away?? You're the one who gave me the ultimatum. And why? Because it was 3 am, and I was tired, sad, and upset because nothing I do seems to be good enough for you. Oh, but if I decided to go to sleep, I was putting myself before you as I usually do. That's not true, and you know it. If it were, why would I call you hoping to catch you at home and knowing that my bastard parents would be home at any moment? Why would I put myself at risk for you and for us if I was only concerned with myself? And that's just one example. Sorry, darling, but I don't call what happened between us "reaching out" on your part. 030617 ... IB _r_e_l_a_x_ 030617 ... sixteen this is only from the point of view of some fucked up girl that is half attempting suicide... but i really think you two should talk and get everything together because I can relate to BOTH of you all too well... to the point that soap operas are making sense......this world is going crazy...! 030617 ... sixteen and I put too much horrible love into blather to see my favorite (yet unspoken) blatherskite feel so awful, and feel the same sort of torment that I am busy trying to put myself through. I really love you. just talk. please. 030617 what's it to you? who go blather from