i_have_a_plan pSyche I hope I don't get hurt, exposing myself thus. Today's the day. two minutes until he gets here. I'm hoping I won't forget what I mean to say. 060411 ... megan i always have a plan 060411 ... mos i'm gonna buy her flowers. 060411 ... pSyche it failed. What an awkward silence. 060411 ... mos flowers failed as well.plans got cancelled.dreams are denied. 060411 ... dipperwell flowers can't fix anything but the lack of flowers 060411 ... FloydianSlip Let's leave here tonight. Let's get away from your controlling, manipulative, and abusive family and my drunk, abusive family and let's just go. I'm tired of being made to feel like shit because your family hates me. Let's just leave them all behind and start over where we can be happy, please. But I know that you will never, never leave them. You love them too much and are too blind to what they do to me and to you. I love you, you stupid, stupid man. 060411 ... mos true that but, i wasn't trying to fix anything. flowers were a straightforward gesture of affection to let her know she is beautiful without much verbosity. 060412 ... LS Sort of 060413 what's it to you? who go blather from