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vladimir seizes lucky"s hat
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i've suicided on various occasions and i also spent some time in a psych ward and i also have since slept a lot and also my creativity declined while on the SSRIs and also i have trouble holding down jobs, etc. according to one psych i went to i should find other people like you because we have so much in common. i say thats b.s. as we have perhaps nothing in common except for that our reaction to this world was to find some other world or perhaps oblivion. i too know that it is likely some day i will be the source of my own death but for now, for a long time, i shall wait, for reasons unknown in spite of the tennis in spite of the soccer the scooters the cell phones the skulls the skulls the skulls the skulls
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estragon recoils "who farted" it was pozzo
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read waiting_for_godot by s. beckett you won't feel any better but you won't feel worse, either. it's no worse than other therapy and it is much cheaper
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it's not your mind it's this world trust me your mind is fine this world, too many people this world is fucked it's not your mind
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Yeah, during times like these I feel like I'm just waiting to get my courage up to finish it sometimes, waiting for that 'someday' to be today. But I don't feel it will be too soon (I don't know how to feel about saying that: I want it). But I guess I have time to read some more books. I just wanna feel the goddamn sun, and read a good book.
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what's it to you?
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