courage_to_dream_again hsg at_rest and in_good_faith i never felt completely_sure but i'm sure death_never_lasted 100207 ... In_Bloom I say I have it but I think I'm a liar. What shows is my fear, again and again. Once upon a time I had anxious and excited trust. This time I had it too but it made into an ugly crack that ran up the length of my body and shattered at the foot of some stairs. What a fool I was. Standing and shaking not sure to stay or go, begging with my guts to be taken into sure arms. Where are sure arms? My dream seems a foolish one, running out with each passing year but I still believe against my odds. Closer I feel it and so I push but I'm not sure in what guise it will come to my sight. 100210 ... other dare_to_dream 100211 ... Hh Must_be_funny 220514 ... The Baltimore Sun The pursuit of a romantic partner was a psychological bait and switch leveraged by our masters. They domesticated us by first stroking our egos, then slowly directing us back toward our more strong animal behaviors: romantic/sexual attraction, appetite for food, combativeness. So we keep chasing after animal egos in the hope that we are seeing human spirits. and we gladly moan and complain about our condition rather than discard our conditioning and reconnect with our spirit. 220516 ... lemon soda Yes 220521 what's it to you? who go blather from