casual_acquaintance Borealis god..don't let me become this to you.. without you..I have nothing at all to speak of... if you forgot or left or turned away or shifted your gaze... I could be here..or in the stars..or at the bottom of the ocean..and it would not make a shred of difference to a single person on this earth. I LOVE you... and I wonder exactly how much this will really mean in the long term... to you.. you gave me life.. you were the place I ran to on those nights when I could have thrown myself off a rooftop in some desperate attempt at ending the pain.. when every "him" in my life only further cemented the thoughts that lay formed in my mind..you were there to break them again..and I know I don't say it..because I have no capacity to form words with my mouth after a particular emotional level is breached... AGH!!.............. this wreck is going to bed...and she misses you..don't let it be forever.. 040716 what's it to you? who go blather from