blather_blush
startfires
have
you
ever
been
in
one
of
those
"
off
"
states
of
mind
and
blathered
something
and
then
saw
it
again
later
and
wished
you
hadn't
said
that
?
i
just
found
one
of
those
.
makes
me
wanna
change
my
name
.
010329
...
nocturnal
so
many
I
can't
even
count
them
.
so
I've
started
using
different
names
when
I
think
I've
just
written
something
that
could
qualify
as
a
"
blather
blush
"
and
,
looking
back
on
those
,
I've
made
some
wise
choices
.
010329
...
sabbie
ahh
,
leap
feet
first
without
looking
,
i
say
.
its
a
wonderful
experience
.
i
think
its
good
to
look
back
at
blather
cringes.
it
was
something
you
said
at
the
time
, presumably
you
felt
it
was
right
,
or
indicative
of
the
state
you
were
in
at
the
time
.
leave
it
for
posterity!
i
look
back
at
mine
as
little
stones
helping
to
form
the
path
leading
up
to
where
i
am
now
.
wow
.
how
wanky.
maybe
i
should
post
this
under
another
name
:)
nah
.
bollix
to
it
.
this
blather
was
bought
to
you
by
sabbie
,
the
cover
letter
im
writing
to
a
recruitment
agency
and
the
number
of
non-responses
i
have
had
from
people
i
have
sent
my
cv
too
in
a
stupidly
optimistic
hope
that
they
will
want
me
to
turn
up
to
their
place
of
work
and
pay
me
money
.
010329
...
meta
meta
091201
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
