be_very_afraid
bethany
i
thought
i
was
through
and
then
i
thought
well
one
more
time
would
be
so
much
fun
i'm
about
to
drop
it
and
i
can't
stop
it
just
fuck
up
everyone's
plans
and
just
tell
them
it's
not
something
i
can
do
drop
roll
til
the
dew
drops
on
my
cold
dead
body
and
my
mom
cop
round
her
way
to
me
and
is
so
afraid
more
afraid
than
me
020810
...
Mahayana
*
makes
a
silly
face
and
says
*
raR
!
020811
...
log burning fire
be
very
afraid
of
boredom
.
of
days
,
like
fucking
mondays
when
you
wake
shit
-assed
tired
and
the
burden
of
responsibility
is
heavy
already
on
your
back
and
coffee
is
like
squirting
a
low
pressure
garden
hose
on
a
raging
fire
.
be
afraid
of
music
that
is
meaningless
.
of
direction
that
is
wrong
.
be
afraid
of
not
being
yourself
.
of
trying
to
wear
shoes
that
are
too
tight
even
though
they
are
kenneth
coles,
the
ones
you
always
wanted
,
you
wil
one
day
get
them
.
know
what
i
mean
motherfucker
?
020811
...
celestias shadow
Don't
cry
.
Everything
will
be
just
fine
.
031128
...
truth hurts get over it.
Everything
won't
be
fine
forever
..
040331
...
Syrope
everything
will_be
ok
in_the_end
if
everything's_not_ok
it's_not_the_end
040331
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from