ashghalto_emta
Mahayana
i
don't
identify
with
what's
come
to
pass
.
i
can't
believe
my
body
to
any
further
extent.
i
can't
be
on
familiar
terms
with
myself
anywhere
.
But
i
carry
on
hearing
my
own
judgments …
perhaps
even
the
rain
is
able
to
believe
,
even
the
rain
has
got
ways
of
thinking
as
well
as
i
.
And
now
i
won't
be
able
to
expose
my
vagueness
to
anyone
.
i
won't
be
able
to
articulate
to
anyone
that
i'm
alone
.
[
finish
the
sentence
]
030825
...
oldephebe
we're
already
adorned
covered
in
created
glory
as
my
mind
learns
to
move
past
the
illusion
i
have
painted
i
see
my
true
being
through
holy
and
hallowed
use
the
continuity
and
connection
of
all
created
things
let
my
mind
see
past
this
made
up
manifested
sack
of
flesh
then
you
feel
the
resonance
a
reservoir
of
divine
energy
and
infinite
potential
the
unity
of
all
created
things
and
sympathetic
humm humm
lifts
me
out
of
the
cacophony
of
my
own
chattering, masticating
mind
break
my
blind
eyes
open
and
lets
me
..
see
give
me
something
new
paint
me
another
shade
besides
blue
...
030826
...
oldephebe
and
bright
thoughts
finally
rise
from
these
depths
the
ritual
the
prayer
bends
the
eyes
of
heaven
and
then
an
aged
life
smiling
a
bruised
brow
beveled
into
brightness
and
an
angry
mans
apple
orchard
i
will
feed
from
it
no
more
...
030826
...
oldephebe
by
the
way
,
what
does
ashgalto emta
mean
?
030827
...
Mahayana
ashghalto emta
is
arabic
for
:
When
did
you
catch
me
?
031030
...
oldephebe
oh
..okay..thanx..
031030
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from