arrid Oak Barrel stress stinks, arrid works 020813 ... me arrid.....aaron. thats what comes to mind when i think of that word. when i think of anything for that matter. i just cant stop thinking about him. hes so much different then other guys. most guys are totally shallow and only care about looks but he doesnt. he likes me no matter what. i can talk about anything with him and i know that i can trust him and he will never betray me. he will always help me through my problems and comfort and support me. he is my best friend. i love him. i dont know if he loves me like that. im afraid that he just thinks of me as a good friend...more of a sister. i sure hope not because he'd never want to kiss his sister. whenever he goes out with other girls i get insanely jealous but i try not to show it. im afraid to tell him how i feel. he might become scared and back away. i dont want him to. i want things to stay the same but i just want him to know how i feel. i want to know if he feels the same. maybe he does feel the same but hes to scared to tell me like im too scared to tell him. i wonder...... 021221 ... thieums Deserrts arre always arrid. 040428 ... minnesota_chris arrrr. 040429 what's it to you? who go blather from