and_yet Effingham Fish Provisional statement. 011203 ... ClairE and_yet I_wonder. 101_Dalmatians! Where Roger saves Lucky! Oh, man, I need to go to class. 011203 ... Death of a Rose compassion seeps into my being, witnessing every horror that scrapes my skin. this fight I feel over each decision, an almost terminal caress. i guess i have darkwords in my inner fears, i guess at every thought that makes me strain at each encounter, i guess at my own breaking. 061116 ... unhinged even though i've told you i don't want to hear about it, you still continue to tell me. did it ever occur to you that hearing you say you just want someone to love and you put everything you had into your relationship with her is like twisting the knife you put in my heart with all the crazy shit we've been through? i was right in front of you for years in spite of the battered_woman_syndrome i developed from it. i picked up my life and left cause i couldn't stand to get shit on anymore and still, you have no respect for me or anything you put me through. you'd rather be with a chick that hits you when she gets mad and says nasty shit right back. that's the bed you made. lay in it. 121022 what's it to you? who go blather from