recklessly silentbob In this version, I'm better. Drinking whiskey/cokes until I am doubleblind. And I drive us around, out to the beach, pull up to the lip, where it kisses the wet toxic sand. If we get our faces down close, so close we can breathe it, we'll see tiny freshwater shells and wonder what they're a home to. And I'll tell you I_love_you Because in this version I take chances. 160425 ... unhinged tirelessly spontaneously 160512 ... . the lilt of his english (as a second or third or fourth language) as he said 'i need to know you outside of this place' magnetized me even_though i knew i shouldn't i took his phone out of his hands entered my number in the dialer so that even_though i never touched him i felt guilty when i met his wife and baby in our workplace months later 230102 ... . depressing_murder_of_love to_be_replaced with the hollow version lust when he asked me why i had refused the lust for so_long experience taught me he didn't want the real answer the only part he heard the 'no' ringing hollow so i just stared into his eyes hoping he would get up and leave without a fuss 230103 what's it to you? who go blather from