the_rest_of_them_just_laughed nah....! because they didn't understand. they never will, either. and it isn't a shame. it's a blessing. it means that you and i can have our secret_understanding. 011204 ... Casey except her 011204 ... ClairE but they weren't laughing at you. 011205 ... unhinged i told them that i couldn't go there because it made me think of too much of my past that was too far gone and they just laughed and kept driving in that general direction 011205 ... optic discretion Let them laugh ... they don't understand the meaning behind those words ... just a secret between you and me ... 020117 ... j_blue common laughter hurts i hate it as i hate common joy no, i'm not too bitter, shut up 020118 ... ~gez~ my friend told me of a dream he had. i was with everyone else in my form, and eeryone was stading in a big circle around me. then suddenly i started choking, and i got down on my knees, and no matter how much i asked for help everyone just stood there silently. watching me die slowly, in pain. i dont get it. the weird thing is the person who had this dream, i get on really well with. it kind of freaked me out when he told me 021018 what's it to you? who go blather from