self_injury
lalagirl19 i am tired of this being the answer
its not a solution
it doesnt change anything
but it feels like it does
and its kept me sane
so why isit such a problem
i'm not doing it 2 die
why does it upset everyone so much?

i kno the answer to that
but i cant understand it right now
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ashmanzhou hurt my own heart
by seeing nothing there
inside me there is something
and i wish for nothing
no pain
for without a heart there is no pain
no heartache
there cannot be heartache without feeling
no fear doubt desire love
only hate for myself and for the world
i can spare nothing more
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User24 the scars i can deal with, it's the memory of putting them there that haunts me. (sometimes) 031021
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unhinged violin

shoulder

too stubborn to go to the doctor

viola

shoulder

can barely play or move

going to the doctor today
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Freak its the scars that i can't deal with and the memory of putting them there just makes me want to do it again. 031021
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Death of a Rose just look at me and you will see, the depth of self_injury 031021
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