screw_it di luce Fuck all this. Everybody can fend for their own Goddammed selves. I'm through worrying about their standards, and her standards, and His standards. Fuck it all. I will work by my standards, higher than any of yours anyway. Self-indulgent, arrogant, conceited pricks lacking even a vague concept of what makes history. You are just one of the masses. You and you and you. Just part of the masses. 030212 ... oldephebe this is sad - reading this whew, i mean what did you read here that caused such venom and animus and like total abnegation of everything here? Is there no room in the world for any vision, any experience any consciousness that veers so starkly from your own? I hear the anguish behind the animus, i hear the frustration and hurt? behind the hate. I hope it wasn't anything that i etched into these realms but if it was - can the chasm be breached by more than just profanities hurled into the dark? 030709 ... not the writer oldephebe, I know this is ancient, but having stumbled upon it again in the blue night, I thought I'd tell you, that entry has nothing to do with blather 040527 ... Doar time to go critical. . 101206 what's it to you? who go blather from