killing_spree engine alphie i wanted to go on a killing spree just 30 minutes ago and now my head just feels like it had a rough day. i had a knife ready to go and a few scenarios. it's really starting to scare me how i've been dealing with things lately. it'd be nice to know why and how and what to do about my mood swings but most of the time the professionals wouldn't be able to see far enough into the trappings that i hide incredibly deep in my mind. besides there's too much to reveal. it seems hopeless. i don't really want to hurt anybody but sometimes it feels like it'll be me that gets stabbed unless i take it out the first person that seems a little bit lucky to live a good life. 020324 ... yummyC ah yes one day I might just crack enough to where I just pick up a goddamn knife and go on a killing spree. speaking of spree...yum. Think I'll buy some today. tasty tasty candy. 020325 ... oren It just sounds so carefree. "So, Hubert, what did you do today?" "Oh, I went on another killing spree." "Really?" "Yeah." "Did you remember to pick up some toilet paper?" 060510 ... superleni totally ... killing spree, shopping spree ... i've never felt inclined to murder a bunch of people. individuals, sure. everyone wants to kill someone sometimes ... don't they? 060510 what's it to you? who go blather from