it_wasn't_supposed_to_be_this_way
no yes no yes no yes oh please. 021125
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three words waves_of_pleasure missing
it_wasn't_supposed_to_be_this_way
061031
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sab and yet
deep down

we knew it was comming


change_is_coming he shouted to the wind
and he never knew how fucking right
he was
061101
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unhinged we were supposed to spend forever together
i was supposed to make everything right
tell you how much i love you everyday
show you how much i love you every night

if i would have known
how much you would steal
i would have been more careful
not to give it all away

but you can have it
take it all
love is meant to give away
to live and die without regret

i don't regret a second
that my heart skipped in your presence
my bach_goddess
still on her pedestal
after years of silence

(p.s. i would have treated you better. i have no doubt of that. i did treat you better. we all have no doubt of that.)
061101
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megan i was supposed to spend all my time

when did this picture appear that i have to type in? how long have i been away?
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twenty I will make it stop, I just need time. 061102
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Emptyness Alive it wasnt supposed to end
to finsh
to die
to never breathe again
it wasnt supposed to be this way
i guess forever isnt as long as it used to be
061103
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from