idontunderstandyou Ariadani you have so many sides, but then again, i suppose most people do. am i just good at exposing those sides, the layers beneath the dirt of your mask, or do you let me see your inner-self? maybe you dont know what you do maybe you dont realize how easily i am swept up into people's lives, carried along for a while, until the next gush comes and carries me away, taking its toll on my soul in the meantime you are easily swept by emotion, and i by you, and where this brings me, i cant explain. like a butterfly flitting through the different weather-patterns, sometimes sunny sometimes cloudy sometimes flashing with lightning, and sometimes simply dark. but you can be both dark and sunny at the same time, and i wonder if only i see it, with my superman-like eyes, or whether im a silly girl, dreaming of what i think your life is. maybe when it truely comes down to it, i dont understand me. 020704 ... kerry i don't expect you to understand 020704 ... drstrangelove in in my handle says it all. i konw i dont get it. hohum this is so tiring sometimes. nirvana where the h----- r u.... 020704 ... god i don't understand the things you say i can't understand a single word 050227 what's it to you? who go blather from