i_still_think who i am doesnt matter anymore Sometimes I still think about what it would have been like to meet you. Even tho things are different now, things have changed, id love to look into your eyes. to hear that laugh that made me smile, to see your smile. Just to spend an afternoon together and chat for awhile. oh well. 031022 ... pSyche that you are lying to me. 060128 ... no reason there's something there i have a crossed-out heart on my hand 060128 ... unhinged contend even that everyone is better off alone but especially the co_dependent ones i guess of all the things i am i've never been afraid to be alone with myself happy no but not afraid either i would be alone before i let someone make me into something i am not which is why i've spent most of my life single i suppose one of the first poems i ever wrote 'love me like i am don't try to change me' and over the years i've developed so many friends i still think that i annoy people all the time usually for no reason eh, i'm half awake i'll shutup now 060129 what's it to you? who go blather from