i'm_a_star squint i'm a star with bleeding trails. a shutter too slow although artistically drawn so. overdeveloped or under photographs trying to be true to life. And if I am a star she is an unenlightened one with an empty birth unnoticed but I understand some stars are still seen after they die somehow my life isn't enough not something to spin on like these pivotal ends. I roll my eyes at my therapists analogy and tell him he's uninspiring like any star would do... peices of me shatter before him, my twinkles and lack of points coated finely with questions and a stubborn reaching light as if I beleived I could fill the night sky or reach another celestial body. But if he has a shimmer, it's handcuffed to the reclusive indecision of buried mindovermatter when its matter over mind and the therapist asks my problems and all I say is "time" 020912 ... *nat* I am rather insecure, so I think this to give myself a sense of importance, it helps me through my day knowing that maybe someone, anyone, depends upon me, or something that i do is of importance to someone else. I AM A STAR 020912 ... bethany a nebula? waiting to be discovered 020912 what's it to you? who go blather from