falling_upwards distant train I see you falling falling upwards away from me and I love it.. and I feel afraid what I would give to see you happy.. what I would give to see you apart from my pain.. and what I would give to hold you forever.. don't listen to that. go on. take waht life has to offer..you won't find it here..I'm far too stubborn. 040702 ... nonlucid falling upwards is a glorious feeling, everything goes goes goes beautifully, you know any day now you're going to reach the SKY and fly with the birds, but it's somewhat like a (parabola?) and it goes slower and slower, have to add more and then you're falling_sideways like that hill - feel like going downhill (soaring) but gaining potential energy, going up... then it gets harder and have to get off and walk (or tough it out, can't change gears for fear of killing them) nice while it lasts, too_good_to_be_true 040703 ... falling_alone i'm holding my breath... 040703 ... notme . 040704 ... Deomis When you fall into the sky There is nothing left to stop you There is no return 040705 ... sab falling upwards falling alone falling in silence slow falling bird slow falling angel slow falling going gone 040705 ... Webley and then I awaken as I am falling upwards towards the ground 040720 what's it to you? who go blather from