existences
Joana.
Running
to
reach
something
Someone
A
destiny
with
no
precision
Nor
name
And
something
pulls
back
And
I
run
backwards
And
my
legs
aren't
strong
enough
I
can't
reach
something
Someone
Though
my
will
to
reach
it
Tortures
me
with
despair
And
pain
The
dream
is
blatantly
obvious
There
is
nothing
to
be
explained
No
symbols
so
hard
to
fathom
Or
meanings
so
impossible
to
be
seen
Yet
in
the
same
night
Only
a
few
hours
before
It
seemed
like
I
had
dreamt
Of
us
talking
Only
it
was
not
dreaming
that
held
that
realisation
It
was
reality
We
had
spoken
And
I
smiled
at
the
memory
Of
your
kind
words
As
they
flew
inside
the
liquids
of
my
mind
And
swam
through
the
stifling
air
Of
my
permanent
dawn
And
suddenly
I
remembered
How
I
forgot
to
say
it
How
I
had
planned
to
do
so
And
how
it
completely
vanished
Once
I
saw
the
name
through
this
screen
Your
existence
justifies
my
own
Here
I
type
it
With
such
ease
And
you
will
never
read
it
,
dear
.
000711
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from