digging_my_own_memories
Photophobe
Burning
my
way
throgh
the
floor
.
And
all
at
once
the
burning
clouds
return
to
haunt
me
.
I'm
never
going
to
bury
her
.
No
matter
how
much
I
try
,
its
all
just
replacements.
I
hate
everyone
,
but
I
can't
sustain
my
hatred
for
more
than
a
second
at
a
time
.
The
birds
circle
nearer
.
Throwing
rocks
at
them
doesn't
help
anything
;
it
just
tires
me
and
burns
.
I've
got
to
find
a
better
solution
.
020416
...
silentbob
images
of
digging
my
fingernails
into
my
eyes
and
gouging
them
out
is
what
arose
when
i
read
the
title
of
this
blathe
020416
...
josie
in
digging
them
i
shudder
020428
...
josie
to
feel
what
though
?
020428
...
josie
i
wish
i
had
the
energy
to
admit
it
020428
...
mon uow singin with frog eyes
did_you_call_yourself_a_shovel
050307
...
unhinged
there
are
a
few
precious
few
i
don't
wish
to
forget
i
dig
a
hole
and
place
them
in
and
then
i
find
myself
wondering
if
you
ever
found
yourself
with
your
finger
hovering
cause
sometimes
i
just
so
want
to
hear
your_voice
to
caress
the
scars
i
left
from
digging
the
hole
i
buried
you
in
050307
...
jan
digging_my_own_grave
051010
...
jane
.
051010
...
harglaglarglar
harglaglarglar
101104
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from