but_the_girl_in_the_car maria in_the_parking_lot_says: 040202 ... endless desire i do my best talking in the car. all the conversations i can look back at and think of as some of the deepest and most difficult, yet most rewarding, took place in cars. whether i am driving or they are driving or we are all just singing and someone else ought to be driving. but the words move like waves, and im not hear but my mind is just talking. 040202 ... silentlybroken Passengers of the world, that's all we ever are... 040213 ... Doar good, because I'm in the back seat driving. 040214 ... 6am one time on a really bad traffic jam about 4 yrs ago, i wave at this one girl in her car to let her know she can get on my lane. she gave me the sweetest smile then moved her lips saying 'thank you'. it was the sweetest thank you i never heard. 040420 ... sab sat in the dark shoulders hunched and head bowed as i cheerfully walked away into the light spilling out from my porch. the evening was ok we chattd about the work and she tried hard to be ok and she did alright but after each one of her Episodes [whether she means to or not] after she has pulled one of her Stunts i never really know what to say to her on a social level we went for icecream and it was good but we finished it in silence sitting in the dark. the silence was comfortable for me i was ok with it but i dont think she takes to silence Well 040421 what's it to you? who go blather from