anger_sounds_like_music lostgirl when reality is brought into focus. 101123 ... Doar but anger has a different feeling, a harsh sound that drums into your soul, anger sounds like a downtrodden heavy beat, that makes you want your hands together in order to stave off that sound. music and anger are not intermixed. music is impervious to anger, it allows us to imagine and feel. this is my music. 101201 ... sunsetblue fantastic_roller_coaster the ride called 'life' in the amusement park of being human... sometimes it seems as though there is no actual driver....only riders being controlled by something bigger or more powerful....who is pushing stop and start? it was fun free easy beautiful definitively fantastic but then it changed....and it scared me. the laughter was lessened. the attachment became deep. unhealthy. private_tears became public displays. then sadness turned into anger when the truth was realized. danger awareness perception fear there was no way to stop this ride. i had to wait for it to stop, and then i walked away. i couldn't stop it on my own volition. didn't want to. i loved it too, too much. the anger is gone. but the sadness remains. and the music plays on. and i know i won't ride it again. rather than talking? 101202 ... sunsetblue don't know where that last line appeared from. 101202 ... unhinged shostakovich 101202 what's it to you? who go blather from