redirection maruku redirection. a pull i can not ignore. holding on to the few remaining strands of my sanity looking desperately for more. 000627 ... enon here is where i am going i said. and here is where i most certianly am not. reaching and searching-- addicted to the change. addicted to the alterations. 000627 ... miniver I wish I was a starving kid in one of those third world countries I keep hearing about. 000628 ... dallas the rest of the world might then drop bushels of hershey's kisses on you from far up airplanes in the sky. 000701 ... grendel death by free-falling chocolate at two-hundred-and-thirty miles per hour a tasty death indead projectiles of yummy goodness (wait...that sounded wrong) 000701 ... nighean_siofra redirection of my depressing thoughts turn over the leaf start a new page the glass WILL be half full look up to the skies breathe in the majesty smile again everything is wonderful now 041101 ... three words invaded redirection the_way_you_move 051123 ... tail-devouring snake spring rains fall sky light slowing fading i plan my medicine garden line up the empty pots planning for this room's redirection quiet space plants grow in the sunshine on the porch i'll watch the trees and birds redirect myself 180321 what's it to you? who go blather from