nonononono
deb i dont want to talk to him
he jumps up and says
HI IM BACK
but i just want to bury him
because he turned me black

how i would love to hurt him
but
i'm too fucking nice

i just ignore instead
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coldtea f f f f f 000103
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ClairE jumping up and down
fists clenched.

all your force focused
on one spot on the floor
you want to jump to the moon

until, like your mother said, you crack your head on the cabinet
and howl in pain.
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june i know it's so true but you know one really does not know the entire circumstances behind the scene and he may not be guilty at all

what if he had been framed

anyway, it's not his responsibility to like me
so, it's human nature
i'd rather blow up something else or self-destruct in some minor fashion

killing myself slowly
for an ounce of your love
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me fuck you 040828
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three words noone nonononono em 060122
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Freak She fell asleep with her little hand tangled in her hair. I guess old habits are hereditary too. 060123
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from