i_want_to_believe dymphna i want to believe you, when you say, its me you want. i want to know, what it is that makes you think you want me. i want to know why, because you dont know me. there is a part of me what wants you to. there is a part of me that hopes you do. there is a part of me that thinks you could. i want to believe that you want me. mind body and soul. i believe you only want one, because, you always dissapear. i want to believe... 060716 ... z is the tag line for the x files. it so perfectly identifies it's demographic. it is a welcome siren song for those with the exact attitude that makes the show so attractive: willful gullibility. and since it is couched in the first person, it serves as an easily adoptable inner mantra, an anthemic slogan and also as reassurance that there are others who are like-minded. it is an exceptionally well crafted piece of writing. 081015 ... Lemon_Soda willful gulibility is that the oppposite of stubborn cynicism? Can't spell 081015 ... birdmad ♫ "i want so much to believe" ♫ (terrible_lie) 081015 ... In_Bloom In someday In halfway Maybe for always 081015 ... z the opposite of willful is more like passive. i think cynicism is an accurate antonym, however. so: passive cynicism. my cynicism is neither passive or willful, it is philosophical. 081015 ... Lemon_Soda I rarely use it, but my cynicism is aggressive. 081015 ... unhinged that i could learn to like you more, but i don't think things like that can be learned. 081016 ... Emptyness_alive Story is this; my girlfiends ex stepdad lost his sister 25 years ago thought i'd give it a go using blather please please pleae help will find a reward for any info. her name is now shirley strange was married or is married to a dick strange cheers 081017 ... LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110 ... unhinged that inside every person there is something inherently good 081110 what's it to you? who go blather from