digging_my_own_memories
Photophobe Burning my way throgh the floor.
And all at once the burning clouds return to haunt me.

I'm never going to bury her.

No matter how much I try, its all just replacements. I hate everyone, but I can't sustain my hatred for more than a second at a time.

The birds circle nearer. Throwing rocks at them doesn't help anything; it just tires me and burns.

I've got to find a better solution.
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silentbob images of digging my fingernails into my eyes and gouging them out is what arose when i read the title of this blathe 020416
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josie in digging them i shudder 020428
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josie to feel what though? 020428
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josie i wish i had the energy to admit it 020428
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mon uow singin with frog eyes did_you_call_yourself_a_shovel 050307
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unhinged there are a few
precious few
i don't wish to forget
i dig a hole
and place them in


and then i find myself wondering
if you ever found yourself
with your finger hovering
cause sometimes i just so
want to hear your_voice
to caress the scars
i left from digging the hole
i buried you in
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jan digging_my_own_grave 051010
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jane . 051010
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harglaglarglar harglaglarglar 101104
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