agonizing Sparticus so tired. just want to be done and over happy and secure, safe and settled. i dont care about the process anymore. im tired of "preparing," i just want to fucking get out there and do it already. san diego, i love you, but go to hell because i dont want you yearn for fields of green grass hemmed with picket fences and willow trees and maybe a pond with a waterfall 030615 what's it to you? who go blather from