you_exploded_into_my_heart sillyhead and into my mind and into my body into my life, for_fuck's_sake you're just one big explosion, aren't ya. and godfuckingdamnit, i love you for it, babe. let's go on a date. oh wait, not possible. oops ~ "the dice was loaded from the start, and i bet, and you exploded into my heart...." --dire_straits 020310 ... pushpins hah...i call people "sillyhead" all the time. or just silly in general. isn't that silly? --~--~--~--~--~--~ I saw the specks in your green eyes that were invincible with this aged look that was so wrong for a 14 year old boy. They reminded me of that poem "blossomed the lovely stars, the forget-me-nots of the angels"... and you exploded into my heart. never so clumsy with my seduction I drew you close enough to feel my heart, which suddenly beated just for you. and so we began, everything I ever lived for. you left for a while and rediscovered yourself... apparently you weren't who I thought, and your new sense of self was better than me so when you exploded into my heart, you burned thousands of tiny holes in the shape of regret. 020310 ... unhinged and you are still here five months later is amazed 190112 what's it to you? who go blather from