rightnow Utah mind racing, hands shaking cant seem to keep this smoke out of my lungs and i am meditating? contemplating. thinking about what might have should have will be? never will? oh, never will.... and i press my fingers down to make this music, loving sound and i wish that you could hear wish that i could see your face wish that i could be someplace anywhere anywhere, but anywhere from here. my heart is beating i keep repeating hte same things over and over and over and over again lets not pretend we are anything but strange? strangers, stranger in a strange land, a strange town with snow on the ground, the air is cold and i am not wearing my coat. i am outside, i am freezing i try and fail i keep releasing energy in the form of words and sounds i speak and scream along this frozen ground and i have been out in the cold speaking languages that no one knows and all im thinking is how your lips fit so nicely next to mine. .... out of time. 041228 what's it to you? who go blather from