please_talk_to_me kelli i'm dying here. i can't deal with this...not now. i've been through so much these last few months, and now i have to deal with losing you to some fucking girl that you met during your fucking extended vacation? lorenzo, i love you. it's all i've done for the last two and a half years, and i won't stop now. this is not over. i won't let it be. please call me. i need to talk to you. every day that i don't hear from you, i die a little more. i can't eat...i can't fucking sleep. i'm basically flunking out of school because i have no motivation anymore. i trusted you with my heart and my soul, and this is what i get? i'm sorry, i don't want to sound angry...i'm just hurt beyond words. i've been crying so much that my eyes are red all the time, and all i want is to be happy again. you promised me that you'd come home. why did you lie to me? renz, please... i just want to talk to you. 040318 what's it to you? who go blather from