my_heart_is_growing_colder
perfectly_chaotic
As
of
late
I
have
noticed
this
false
notion
,
deep
down
I
know
it
to
be
ridiculous
,
that
I
am
beginning
to
disdain
the
opposite
sex
.
At
my
very
core
I
am
torn
in
two
different
directions
.
One
side
of
me
wants
to
somehow
find
the
fairy
-tale
romance
that
Walt
Disney
teaches
us
of
from
a
young
age
which
would
require
me
to
keep
an
open
heart
.
The
other
side
of
me
is
full
of
thoughts
about
what
women
have
done
to
me
,
how
they
have
left
my
heart
a
dry
and
shriveled
mess
,
and
this
side
of
me
is
telling
me
to
cryogenically
freeze
my
heart
.
Deep
down
,
I
am
aware
that
what
these
individuals
have
done
has
hurt
me
.
Yet
,
I
am
also
aware
that
no
two
people
are
exactly
the
same
.
I
am
sure
they
had
their
own
reasons
for
keeping
their
hearts
frozen
.
Surely
,
there
must
be
someone
out
there
who's
heart
is
not
frozen
.
However
,
I
am
afraid
that
our
path's
will
not
cross
before
my
heart
is
too
cold
to
touch
.
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...
unhinged
i
am
no
longer
emotionally_available
to
you
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
