i_feel_broken monee i don't know how to fix myself i keep trying to figure it out sometimes i think i have a plan but i don't know if it'll work i feel broken, i feel cracked i don't know if i can be fixed 041208 ... monee i watch pictures from sudan floating around a tv it is telling me look you ain't got it so bad you should be happy 041208 ... monee so why_am_i_sad i have a plan i have a plan i have a plan i just have to make it to make it i just have to make it (h - a - p - p - e - n 041208 ... mon uow whatever_happens 050320 ... oneiros uh uh plans fail i feel broken because i was made broken i was made broken, i was made to be broken and all my plans have failed i'm waiting to die and wont kill myself because i'm afraid of dying i was made broken and all my plans have failed and i know it i have nothing to look forward to i am not unique, and we are important we dont often give something, but when we do its big the broken cog is an integral part of the machine; irony ensues 050321 ... rage like a brbroken cd thatats skkipping over and over and over and over again like ive been stamped on and left without the energy to move like ill sit here in black space forever never_be_happy_again 050607 what's it to you? who go blather from