has_to_be unhinged there has to be a reason i have no one to talk to right now. there has to be a reason why all my friends have abandoned me for better things. there has to be a reason i've never had a better half. there has to be the reason why people always ask ME for cigarettes. there has to be a reason why i spend some much time lately lonely and crying. there has to be a reason why i'm easily forgotten. there has to be a reason why my perception is heightened so such a crazy sensitive pitch. there has to be a reason why i am so angry all the time. there has to be a reason why i have this damn inferiority complex. there has to be a reason why all my relationships end up with me sad and lonely. what am i doing wrong? 011110 ... Aimee I'm sorry I haven't been there for you Nicole.... you've needed me and I've been utterly unavailable... 011110 ... ilovepatsajak sometimes i'll be observing and all i'll think is "this has to be one of those skits from saturday night live or something" because some things just look so inconceivably artificial and exaggerated. 011110 ... unhinged it's always great to come here and blather out the most real thing to you at the moment and have some one belittle it. i can see why people get pissed and never come back. 011110 ... farmfish sensitivity and blather are enemies. 011118 ... peyton dear God there just has to be 050817 ... General_George_Peyton_Place Are you there God? It's me Margaret. 080627 ... Judy_Doom-and-Blume Are you there God? It's me Margaret. 080627 ... poet would knowing the reason make you feel any better? 080627 what's it to you? who go blather from