i_don't_even_know_why_i_have_friends nonlucid but i do anyway and i wonder why they like me, when i don't even like myself it's very puzzling 051016 ... walrie maybe they don't like themselves either and because you have the commonness of not liking yourself, you like each other. 051016 ... Freak oh wait....maybe its the antisocial loner thing...yeah...i bet thats it 051017 ... andru235 be glad. i know why i *don't* have any friends. some say "knowledge is power," but sometimes "knowledge is powerlessness". 051018 ... jane how_to_lose_friends_and_alienate_people 051018 ... *Amy* I don`t know why I keep making new friends, although it takes me more than a year to trust them. Until now I`ve been always making new friends and leaving them after some years, or less. I just dissapear from the area, they don`t hear from me never again and if they want to contact me again, I don`t answer. Changing groups it`s like changing my life again and again. It all starts again but in a different way, few of them ends to know me, my real inside, I mean. And I don`t care, I don`t miss any of them, I don`t stop loving them, but I just don`t want to know anymore from them or that they know from me. And when someone tells me something about anyone it seems to me like I knew them in another life. I have only one friend I don`t want to leave, my best friend Pilar. I accept it`s not a normal thing but it`s the way I react and the way I feel comfourtable with. I think I`ll keep doing it. 051018 ... Pedrolius friends are sometimes like fish. after a few years they start to stink. oh wait. or was that visitors are like fish? 051018 what's it to you? who go blather from