she_says_it's_only_in_my_head maria She_says_Shhh 040202 ... endless desire all the words all the feelings all the hatred all the pain all the desires all the crazy streams that flow through my head, suffocate these dreams, and drown this innocent body to the floor. you see it's only in my head... but when i go into those numbing times and i don't feel anything at all, i never remember it's only in my head. it's all real, except there's no real at all. there's just picture after picture of slides and the pills they give me that might just save me. i don't suppose they are saving me at all. 040202 ... Piso Mojado can't you see my walls are crumbling? 040202 ... sybll yes i see the walls crumbling but so 040209 ... three words if_only_i_could_get_through_this she_says_it's_only_in_my_head polka 050725 ... Doar my brain 050725 ... mourninglight its far too clear to be out there... 050726 ... rage in between the moon and you angels get a beter view of the crumbling difference between wrong and right and it scares me that i have no concept of what haunts her 050727 ... alephnaught She says it's only in my head She's right And that's what's really frightening... 050727 ... stork daddy some fuckin consolation that is. 050727 ... akuma aoi but she won't admit that she helped put it there 050727 what's it to you? who go blather from