im_not_a_little_girl_anymore
endless desire
i
just
can't
believe
i
was
freshman
in
high
school
when
i
started
out
on
these
pages
.
now
im
a
sophomore
in
college
and
i
live
in
my
own
apartment
and
have
my
own
life
and
a
wonderful
boyfriend
and
i
never
have
to
sleep
alone
.
i
look
at
everything
i
wrote
and
just
can't
help
but
feel
like
im
not
that
little
girl
anymore
.
ive
seen
way
too
much
crazy
shit
to
even
understand
who
i
was
then
.
i
hope
that's
normal
.
061012
...
Lemon_Soda
Sounds
normal
to
me
.
People
change
.
When
shown
who
they
were
,
they
can't
identify
because
its
not
who
they
are
.
Just
like
we
can't
identify
with
who
we
will
be
,
if
it
was
ever
shown
to
us
.
061013
...
nineteen is almost twenty
well
.
I
was
a
freshman
in
highschool
when
I
started
writing
on
blather
,
as
well
.
I
am
not
much
of
what
I
used
to
be
.
I
am
pregnant
with
a
blatherskite's
baby
,
living
in
a
two
bedroom
duplex
in
downtown
Tucson
.
Things
change
.
061013
...
endless desire
oh
so
you
finally
got
out
of
hawaii
?
061020
...
unhinged
but
you
made
me
feel
like
one
silent
inferior
unused
140606
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from