i_want_off_this_ride
Mahayana Affections.
Feeling.
Sensibility.
Insensibility.
Excitation.
Excitability.
Inexcitability.

[::when heavens dressing||than pain is nothing::]
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margaux the ride
will
end

if you
will
wait
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squint otherwise, jump


if you land unbroken


surely you've accomplished something.
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so fucking lost and what if you land even more broken than before? 020928
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Syrope then you only got to your destination faster

"What's the use in trying to fix something
when it's been been broken so many times?"
~WundrBred
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splash of orange



i want off of you,
you. you.
you're a rollercoaster
with no wheels
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Elzbieta I want to stop this dizziness.
I want an end to this confusion.
I just want to rest my head in a warm lap and sleep.
020930
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gay gizmo when i was 12 i went on the ferris wheel at the local carnival...and the carnie working it was drunk and i was screaming and he was on the ground laughing and burping....ever since I'm afraid of carnies 020930
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devalis this emotional rollercoaster is making me sick, but why are you the one who's constantly throwing up? 021001
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hsg attention_to_breath 090827
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unhinged my balance is appreciably better than it used to be

or

if you lean into the force that's pushing you around (i.e. push back), the force it's exerting on you diminishes
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In_Bloom I don't
I'm here
Right now
Trying so hard not to mess up by speaking out

Catch me, please
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unhinged but no matter what i do
i'm a fool
a sellout
201204
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from