for_right_now
last
this
isn't
meant
to
last
this
is
for
right
now
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...
birdmad
look
in
these
these
blackened
eyes
you'll
see
tenthousand
lies
my
lips
may
promis,
but
my
heart
is
a
whore
000613
...
kim
that's
what
he
said
to
me
although
i
couldn't
hear
it
over
the
loudness
of
empty
promises
it
was
just
a
whisper
that
i
should
have
caught
in
my
net
of
thoughts
but
for
some
reason
i
guess
i
wanted
to
believe
that
maybe
this
was
real
not
the
illusion
of
what
i
want
from
every
guy
that's
what
he
did
for
me
he
weaved
a
web
of
deceit
for
me
to
make
me
think
he
was
perfect
and
i
was
caught
in
his
sticky
web
but
only
for
a
little
while
i
know
how
to
make
a
toungue
burn
and
i
know
how
to
make
eyes
ache
no
illusion
lasts
long
enough
to
keep
me
captivated
instead
i
have
learned
to
captivate
him
and
he
regrets
his
judgement
of
my
character
who
would
have
thought
i
could
be
so
indifferent
?
i
always
thought
they
were
the
indifferent
ones
now
i
know
otherwise
it
is
me
i
am
the
one
who
has
chosen
the
moment
for
right
now
.
000714
...
JustOnMonday
You
are
all
I
will
ever
need
for
right
now
.
I
never
liked
to
plan
ahead
anyway
.
040804
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go
blather
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