destruction_towards_self
stupidpunkgirl
take
some
pills
,
play
with
a
razorblade.
it's
gonna
be
my
birthday
tomorrow
.
i'll
be
17
.
010623
...
bijou
its
funny
how
there
is
really
nothing
cool
about
birthdays
.
especially
your
seventeeth
birthday
.
its
about
as
important
as
turning
twenty
eight
.
happy
17th.
010623
...
yummychuckle
because
I'd
rather
not
destroy
anyone
else
directly
.
so
I
pick
a
sneaky
way
of
hurting
those
closest
to
me
...
happy
birthday
.
HAPPY
.
010624
...
Casey
Because
physical
pain
makes
me
forget
my
emotional
pain
.
The
pain
of
placing
my
hand
over
a
burning
candle
can
sometimes
over
rule
the
pain
of
having
no
friends
and
being
alone
.
Happy
Birthday
form
me
too
010624
...
girl
razor
blades
knives
fire
ciggarettes
anything
it
temporarily
fills
this
void
that
i
cant
quite
identify
.
"
congratulations
.
you
are
one
step
closer
to
hitting
bottom
"-palahniuk
010806
...
girl
....
and
um
..
happy
belated
birthday
=)
010806
...
hsgatincamail
you
let
me
do
this
to
you
i
control
you
.
040613
...
iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl
no
the
razorblade
the
scissors
the
candle
the
broken
glass
they
control
you
040613
...
reptile808
No
,
you
control
me
.
I
killed
myself
when
I
let
you
in
.
040613
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from