but_she_wants_to_be_sure . 'cause_you_know 040121 ... . 'cause_you_know 040121 ... . 'cause_you_know 040121 ... . _cause_you_know 040121 ... u24 scratched record? 040121 ... hmm _cause_you_know 040121 ... . . 040121 ... stairway patch v1.2 cause_you_know 040121 ... endless desire she wants to be sure she exists she feels she knows she is. so she slips those sharp things by her skin and watches the red liquid fall in the most magical patterns. there is no sting or regret, only a total sense of understanding. the world feels centered and controlled--all she wants to do is hold it. feel it, manipulate it to her desire so that nothing bad will ever happen again. so that she can save herself from anymore pain. she wants to be sure these feelings stay away. she'll hide herself in white corners and blend it with pasty self. pale features from staying indoors and hiding in shadows for days and days and days. 040122 ... jumne she's a vampire her skin has to be white and pale because the sun burns sometimes the light hurts her eyes sometimes she tries to escape her existence and sometimes her own consciousness hurts 040123 what's it to you? who go blather from