ask_me_why_i_have_never_told sab the full truth about it 050622 ... sab ask me why that sentace makes me panic that there might be even more than i know 050622 ... sab ask me why i dont like mondays, tell me why, i dont like monday i dont like, i dont like, i dont like mondays i wanna shoot the whole day down 050622 ... her royal highness the quirk you that i still love you 050623 ... a chaotic gift to idealism why didn't you tell him you still love him? 050623 ... jane if i told you the truth, we would face the same argument that we did before. then i'd have to deny it again, until we realized that we need to be with each other right now. but the truth would pulsate within me; i can't keep hiding this from you. it's vicious. i have not told her that i'm worried. i see her in destructive places - it's okay to act silly but that's not the silly i remember - now it's more like escapism. i'm scared, i'm worried. i'm afraid because she's not the person i remember, & i'm afraid we're going to meld ourselves back together broken. 050624 what's it to you? who go blather from