i_just_wanna_touch_you beginning to end under "normal" circumstances, i don't even think it'd be too much to ask. but hey. you aren't here, and our circumstances belong to you only, because you don't even know who i am. 021202 ... beginning to end "our" circumstances, even. and they do belong to me too, but you just haven't got a clue about them. it sure would help if you weren't dead. 021202 ... beginning to end if you weren't, i'd somehow make sure i got to meet you. i don't care about those other trillion people. they don't count. at all. 021202 ... beginning to end you didn't know me you don't, you don't? no. you *didn't*. death is all-encompassing. when you're gone, you're FUCKING GONE. (yes yes, oh obvious one.) furthermore, i wasn't alive when you were. you didn't know me. but now, now you're becoming one of the most significant pieces of this mosaic, my dear. 021202 ... beginning to end parts pieces parts. parting departing returning please just let me embrace everything that made you who you were. 021202 ... beginning to end oh there's just something something s o m e t h i n g one thing the others will never know. 021202 ... Arugula Red beginning to end, your words ripped the shit out of me today. Good job, I guess. I don't ever want to let go. 021202 ... unhinged paul 030312 what's it to you? who go blather from